Saturday, October 29, 2005

On an Emotional Rollercoaster


What is wrong with me lately??? I am on this emotional rollercoaster from hell. Chalk it up to another thing I don't like about being pregnant...isn't that awful??? It doesn't help that Papa Bear has been working alot since the new satelite office needs to be up and running ASAP and he is the one who has to set up the servers and link the two offices. He is there again today and probably will be there again tomorrow. He hasn't been home until late all week. I have been home all week in the house with the boys who have been unruly and making a mess. So that is taking its toll too. I feel lonely and upset that I am hining about poor Papa Bear having to put in all these hours. He's the poor guy who is working 12-16 hours a day. Selfish of me to want him to be home so I can talk to someone other than the kids all day???? But that is how I feel right now and I can't help it. I'm bored, I'm sad, I'm lonely and I miss him. This is gonna be a long day.


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